hEllo heLLo. been ages since i last updated, so shall do it now. Hmm, OCS is really tough stuff. Like really tiring physically, then gotta learn so muCh stuff i've nO clue on, and everything else. Somehow for the period when i wEnt in until just last wEEk or so, i was really down and just bleah as a whole. Everything's so tough i couldn't really take it, but i still continued on anyway. People seemed really far and God seemed so at that point of time too. Felt really bad. Then just last wEEk, i so couldn't take it i finally stopped to worship God. And in that pEriod of worship, I felt God's presence once again. Amazing. So what can be learnt from this? Well, a lot of times we get caught up in stuff, and well, naturally (least for me), i loOk to friends first if i don't look to God that is. Which well just doesn't really work for me. Godly counsel is impOrtant, but somehow, in my case, it just din work. For me it's perfectly alright if yOu need some1 to lend a listening ear and to seek advice from. But that din happen for me, my friends were all busy or whatever. Was really down and disappointed eveN thOugh i can't really blame them also. But it just felt really crappy for no 1 to listen to me. So anyway, while i worshipped, i felt God's presence and felt much better after the duno how mAny wEEks of bleahness from circumstances, friends and everythinG elSe. So in the end, God was still thE answer. Might sound so common sensE and everything but usually i tend to forget. How bOut you? yeah so that was what was happening. So if anyone were to feel bleah, run back to HIM. Anyway, when i did that, it wasn't as though everything was *tada* solved or what. It was just that in comparison with God's presence, the rest of the stuff were not that bleah anymore even thOugh it's still there. So yUpz.
For those that are in normal shape, why not try calling a friend you're close to but haven been talking for some time? Or just drop a message saying "i miss you"? We all need it sometimes and really, dun forget your friends will ya? Not that you'll really just "oh who are you" or whatever, but dun neglect them. =)
James 4:7-8"And when you draw close to God, God will draw close to you"Nat: Hihiz. Been really busy, not really busy with my own stuff, but busy in camp and everything else. No time to do anything cause always book out on saturday evenings. So sucky. =| How're yOu doinG? hee, thanks for droppinG by. hoho
Evelyn: Hi thErez. yi1 *beep*2? haha dun really get that. Anyway hEllOO there. hahaz. Anyway which cell yOu from? i can't really remember the incident. sorry ah bad memory. hoho.
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