thousand apologies to those that pop by but never get to see new content. =P Hehe. But here's another post. Hoho.
Anyway, today during service, was truely an amazing time of seeing God move despite of the iniquities i have, and how limited a human i was. Just an encouragement to all those out there reading this. When you're like searching for God, and just searching and searching, and the world just tells you so many other things, and you so wanna give up. DON'T. Keep pressing on. Keep seeking after Him. Keep running after Him. When you do that, He'll blow your world away with His presence. When you really seek after Him when you just don't feel like anymore, that's when God can really show you how awesome, how amazing, and how wonderful He is in your life.
Just a short testimony. I was praying through and seeking God for the worship order just now. It's not like i last minute prepare know. I did it a week before, starting to pray about it already. And then finally, got a set of songs that i was convicted of on tuesday. Then friday came. Ern suddenly told me that 2 of the songs didn't really flow. I was like "WAAAAAAAAAAAAAH" in my head. Just a few more hours to megalife service. WHAT AM I TO DO?! AH!!
I really was quite disturbed. I went home and started praying to God, and really seeking after His ways. Thought i should change to some other songs. But had some other views from sam also. I was one confused kid man. To make matters worse, during practise just now, the songs JUST didn't flow. The whole thing was just bleah. and "I long to worship you" was really very draggy and stuff. I was really at my wits end, and reeeally very tired liao. I was like "God, you really need to take over. There's nothing i can do already". I asked the team to pray for me. And worship started. God just took over from there. The songs i chose, only 2 were used lar. The rest were all thrown out of the window.
So when you think "i can't go on anymore", or just "where are you...?". Hang in there.. Really. Hang in there.. The reward of seeing His face is so much more in worth than the pain and bleahness you have to go through during that seeking and struggling period.
Hang in there.. =)
The heavenly voice was heard at
10:57 PM
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